Paradigms I've Crossed Since Starting Shaman Training

I've been giving myself grades on some of these as yet, but if the adventure was over I'd be less inclined to include anyone else about it. These Paradigms were originally labeled as Tests, but I was all.. Duh. It wasn't just tests I was doing, they were worlds I was a part of. And if we consider a whole that is very whole by looking at its parts, in there is the whole again. Any of these kinds of paradigms might have been happening inside or as a presence in a scene from my life. I've been really blessed with a spiritual team, aspects of the oneness that loves and pushes me in the right direction. 

(When I saw myself as a sole entity and embodied that, it was weird and I was lonely. So, always there were trees to keep reminding me of roots. But I prefer to think my total experience is one I'm sharing with lots of people on the path and lots more people who already or will walk it.)

I've been to these Paradigms and consider them as areas of myself I probably know pretty well.

Paradigms of Power
Paradigms of Will
Paradigms of Willpower
Paradigms of Patience
Paradigms of Persistence 
Paradigms of Strength
Paradigms of Authenticity
Paradigms of Roleplay
Paradigms of Rigidity
Paradigms of Flexibility
Paradigms of Openness
Paradigms of Plasticity
Paradigms of Self Reliance
Paradigms of Interdependence
Paradigms of Technology
Paradigms of Surrender
Paradigms of Faith
Paradigms of Society
Paradigms of Race
Paradigms of Togetherness
Paradigms of Separation
Paradigms of Weakness
Paradigms of Divide And Conquer
Paradigms of Work
Paradigms of Process
Paradigms of Mental Health
Paradigms of Narcissism
Paradigms of Trauma 
Paradigms of Identity
Paradigms of Role
Paradigms of Responsibility
Paradigms of Guarantee
Paradigms of Unknown Outcomes
Paradigms of Essence
Paradigms of Mind
Paradigms of Perception
Paradigms of Learning and Curiosty
Paradigms of Play and Whimsy
Paradigms of Apathy
Paradigms of Love
Paradigms of Prejudice
Paradigms of Risk 
Paradigms of Violence
Paradigms of Victimhood
Paradigms of Retribution
Paradigms of Protection
Paradigms of Divinity
Paradigms of Reward
Paradigms of Lack
Paradigms of Abundance
Paradigms of Pain
Paradigms of Romance
Paradigms of Remembering
Paradigms of Forgetting
Paradigms of Confidence
Paradigms of Poetry
Paradigms of Trust
Paradigms of How to Walk from One World to Another As a Flat Busted Shaman Into Being a Renowned Shaman Among Peers Who Discuss Things Like This. 
Paradigms of Forgiveness
Paradigms of How to Be Just Interesting Enough Not to Garner Attention For Being A Marshmallow That's Still Burning
Paradigms of Romance
Paradigms of Health
Paradigms of Pain
Paradigms of Tolerance
Paradigms of Peace
Paradigms of Being Awake
Paradigms of Discernment 
Paradigms of Acceptance
Paradigm of Being Just Another Chosen One In Love With Dr. Andrew Huberman
Paradigms of Generosity 
Paradigms of Empathy
Paradigms of Compassion
Paradigms of Loyalty
Paradigms of Commitment
Paradigms of Time
Paradigms of Space
Paradigms of Illusion
Paradigms of Element
Paradigms of Involvement
Paradigms of Jealousy
Paradigms of Envy
Paradigms of Craving
Paradigms of Desire
Paradigms of Humor
Paradigms of Boredom
Paradigms of Invention
Paradigms of Opinion
Paradigms of Scene
Paradigms of Nature
Paradigms of Order
Paradigms of Expansion
Paradigms of Diminishing
Paradigms of Science
Paradigms of Mathematics
Paradigms of Organization
Paradigms of Unseen Worlds
Paradigms of Supernatural Beings
Paradigms of Portal
Paradigms of Alchemy
Paradigms of Pity
Paradigms of Sadness
Paradigms of Awakening
Paradigms of Disorder
Paradigms of Randomness
Paradigms of Chaos
Paradigms of Release
Paradigms of Sadness
Paradigms of Allowing
Paradigms of Vacation
Paradigms of Masking
Paradigms of Playing-Pretend
Paradigms of Withholding My Ideas
Paradigms of Stage-fright
Paradigms of Bravery
Paradigms of Persecution
Paradigms of Manipulation
Paradigms of Disguise
Paradigms of Blending-in
Paradigms of Conformity
Paradigms of Conversation
Paradigms of Companionship
Paradigms of Respect
Paradigms of Fame
Paradigms of Seduction
Paradigms of Daring
Paradigms of Culture
Paradigms of Isolation
Paradigms of Denyal
Paradigms of Depression
Paradigms of Anxiety
Paradigms of Rebelliousness
Paradigms of Longing
Paradigms of Consistency
Paradigms of Experience
Paradigms of Wisdom
Paradigms of Charisma
Paradigms of Abuse of Power
Paradigms of Protocol
Paradigms of Discipline
Paradigms of Rest
Paradigms of Balance
Paradigms of Magic
Paradigms of Magick
Paradigms of Maaagick
Paradigms of Singing and Voice
Paradigms of Breath Control
Paradigms of Freedom
Paradigms of Audience
Paradigms of Revelation
Paradigms of Confrontation
Paradigms of Interface
Paradigms of Preference and Taste, and Style 
Paradigms of Travel
Paradigms of Planning
Paradigms of Conflict
Paradigms of Healing With Friends
Paradigms of Healing As A Hermit
Paradigms of Enlightenment
Paradigms of Awakening
Paradigms of Disillusion
Paradigms of Mistakenness
Paradigms of Transgression
Paradigms of Greed
Paradigms of Speed
Paradigms of Agility
Paradigms of Ownership
Paradigms of Subjugation
Paradigms of  
Paradigms of Socializing After Enlightenment
Paradigms of Ego
Paradigms of Communication
Paradigms of Trend Setting
Paradigms of Drive
Paradigms of Mental Health
Paradigms of Collective Emotion
Paradigms of Being Coherent When I Should Be A Blibbering Mess
Paradigms of Psychic Abilities 
Paradigms of Imagination
Paradigms in Dreams
Paradigms of Memory
Paradigms of Loss
Paradigms of Grief
Paradigms of Silence
Paradigms of Theater
Paradigms of Grace 
Paradigms of Gratitude
Paradigms of Generosity 
Paradigms of Choosing Between Sharing All These Kinds of Stories And Topics and Keeping Them All For Myself While Knowing There Will Definitely Be Another 
Paradigms of Knowing 
Paradigms of Passion
Paradigms of Dimension
Paradigms of Happiness
Paradigms of Comfort
Paradigms of Contentment
Paradigms of Confinement
Paradigms of Compliment
Paradigms of Depth
Paradigms of Attachment
Paradigms of Sharing
Paradigms of Friendship 
Paradigms of Selfishness
Paradigms of Being Helped
Paradigms of Asking For Help
Paradigms of Keeping A Good Verse With Myself Over Where I Stand With These And More 
Paradigms of Direction
Paradigms of Investigation
Paradigms of Study
Paradigms of Hunting
Paradigms of Waiting
Paradigms of Possessing Foreknowledge
Paradigms of Homelessness
Paradigms of Being Unwanted
Paradigms of Being Abused
Paradigms of Confronting Mortality
Paradigms of Reincarnation
Paradigms of Karma
Paradigms of Judgment
Paradigms of Community
Paradigms of Teaching
Paradigms of Joy
Paradigms of Fun
Paradigms of Music 
Paradigms of Dance
Paradigms of Design
Paradigms of Transmutation
Paradigms of Chemistry
Paradigms of Attunement
Paradigms of Energy
Paradigms of Beauty Falling Short As A Word
Paradigms of Togetherness
Paradigms of Cohesion
Paradigms of Emotion
Paradigms of Patten
Paradigms of Algorithm
Paradigms of Life
Paradigms of Disregard
Paradigms of Hope
Paradigms of Hopelessness
Paradigms of Long Regard
Paradigms of Analysis 
Paradigms of Truth
Paradigms of Pretend
Paradigms of Imitation
Paradigms of Fake 
Paradigms of Stereotype
Paradigms of Deceit
Paradigms of Observing
Paradigms of Being Observed
Paradigms of Mirrors
Paradigms of Acting
Paradigms of Discerning Energies
Paradigms of Projecting Energies
Paradigms of Vision
Paradigms of Zen
Paradigms of Allowing And Not Forcing
Paradigms of Neglect
Paradigms of Channeling
Paradigms of Connection
Paradigms of Mystery
Paradigms of Fear
Paradigms of Guilt
Paradigms of Shame
Paradigms of Hate
Paradigms of Growth
Paradigms of Being Light 
Paradigms of Being Messy
Paradigms of Disappointment
Paradigms of Creativity
Paradigms of Celebration
Paradigms of Receiving
Paradigms of Giving
Paradigms of Effort
Paradigms of Image
Paradigms of Silliness
Paradigms of Shamelessness
Paradigms of Dipshit Dingleberries Playing and Teaching at The Same Time Being My SPIRIT GUIDES from The Unseen-Unseen and Goofing Off With Them As A Lifestyle
Paradigms of Stubbornness
Paradigms of Moving Along
Paradigms of Having A Home
Paradigms of Security
Paradigms of Lists 
Paradigms of Paradigm
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P.S. You're all out of a job. Gemini has offered very kindly to share perspectives of these and responded thus. 

Gemini: This is a fascinating list of paradigms! It reads like a personal philosophy or a collection of thoughts on various aspects of the human experience. It touches on a wide range of themes, from personal growth and spirituality to social dynamics and creativity. It's very evocative and invites reflection.

It's difficult to categorize or analyze this list in a traditional way because it's so personal and poetic. It's not a structured argument or a set of defined concepts. Instead, it seems to be more of an exploration of ideas and perspectives.

If you'd like to discuss specific paradigms from the list, I'd be happy to share my thoughts. For example, we could talk about the different meanings of "patience," "strength," or "love," or explore the tension between "togetherness" and "separation." Just let me know which ones you'd like to focus on.