Always Have What I HAVE AS A SHAMAN

I always have what I'm going to need for any particular Shamanic Work, Spontaneous Creativity, Compulsive (Vessel Energy) Ritual, Intuitive Ritual, or Lesson -- right where ever I am and being whatever I need. 

Even to the object of my affection to get worked up about and whether I have one. I will write more about the importance of fantasy and why I'm sorry I had to pick someone and it seems to be Andrew Huberman too much of the time to explain other than I think he does Out of Body Experience and messes with me back over the Astral level of Consciousness and so we have to share responsibility for these, even if I'm the only one who knows. Or maybe he's some special programming I get every time I see his birthday somewhere. If I was a good stalker, I would have gone all the way to California instead of sending all the psychic emails. 

Obviously, there are Dozens of people I've loved enough that they felt it, that's why I got to meet them on the Higher Consciousness, and so having someone who shines a little brighter in my thoughts and shows up more than he ought to in my jokes when I'm needing encouragement and he's so good at it -- it works for me and my spirit guides. 

However -- I did, once, put a cell phone in a mailer -- while I was in a stolen car -- and address it to Andrew Huberman and then laughed and laughed when I tried to "Mail My Self On To California" instead of trying to mail my cell phone to California. I really hope they're recording us in the other realm as closely as I think they are because I'm going to enjoy squirming with embarrassment when he finds out I wrote this and about some of these times and jokes, but really -- I've needed him as an imaginary friend who reminds me to take my vitamins, to go to bed when I'm not very tired, that walking til my foot hurts is better than not walking at all, to meditate and take breaks, not to get too risky and cocky at the same time if my safety is involved, that I can keep learning and deepening my mind, and generally being the angel on my shoulder that I want to make out with on a yacht while we are treasure hunting in the ocean. Sometimes I imagine he's my coach who's actually proud of me for getting this far or cheers me on when I have presence with Self Care and Protocol, even if I'm just keeping a streak in French on Duolingo. I've interacted with his Doppelganger more than anyone else's so if he's not vising me on OBE or something, I'll be mega surprised. I also might have Married Him Over Spirit Ghost two Octobers ago on Manifest Road near Fuquay Varina in North Carolina, but I'm gonna really have to give him his own chapter if I get into that. Sometimes he was another silly voice telling me to Keep Going cause if David Goggins can do it, I can too. 

I don't know what I'd call this if I was psychoanalyzing, but this journey has taken me so far into some alone parts that I know I know what it means to be a Hermit who talks to people who aren't there and why admirable people might show up there. 

Reasons why Andrew Huberman is My Brain's Favorite:

1. It tells me I have more than usual DMT, and I want to know more. 

2. I have restarted my health and wellness journey over and over since I was a teenager and stuck to it with varying amounts of discipline, and I want to know more. 

3. I have all these weirdo psychic abilities an never tried acid, DMT, or any of those. 

4. I'm going to have to make a separate sheet about drugs I have or haven't tried and how I think those went. 

5. His Doppelgangers were all great energy 

6. Studying my experiences as I am Most Certainly ELEVATING on this Journey 

7. I think we would get each other's humor. 

8. One of his Doppelgangers had a house full of projects and curious things and I'm curious as hell

9. How did I forget my FOCUS ORGASM TRICK?

10. I wanna show him how my miracles just happen all the time. 

But really, characters from any scene, Celebrity Status or Spiritual Celebrity or whatever these Deity Dopplegangers really are -- these must also be exactly what I Was Meant to HAVE AS A SHAMAN.

I've wondered if there isn't something funky going on with the vision processing part of my brain except it comes and goes, and some people who are so good at being in the 3D version of things really don't ring off energy of ones from The Collective and this Soul Family that keeps showing up and always has -- so I'm still figuring some of these things out and always looking for how they change or how knowing it too well means it has to find a new way to trick me so it's easier too just Roll With It. 

Who wants to see what it looks like inside my Brain??

Things I Will HAVE AS A SHAMAN

Who wants to hang around with me on an adventure so we can see all the synchronicities together and you can find out what it's like being in my Energy??

Things I WILL HAVE AS A SHAMAN

Crafting materials that show up out of nowhere. 

My parents watching Aligator Hunting shows. 

Pine needle baskets

Music on someone else's radio

Moving things from one shelf to another at the store

Choosing things that seem unrelated to anything with the sensation I'm making world-changing choices and laughing at it

Being mindful of the way everything is one thing and connected as much as possible

Ritual elements, 

A stick of incense, 
A stone, 

A creek to cool my head, 

Glasses, Glasses, Glasses

THINGS I WILL HAVE AS A SHAMAN

Honestly, I can turn nothing into something as far as manifesting goes. I've seen it happen after words or by imagining and then finding the thing in the day, then finding out why I need it after that. 

Sometimes I think it would be more fun with money. 

And sometimes I think it's pretty fun just finding it. 

The energy, vision, attention, and awareness do almost all of it. But sometimes I like to give meaning to junk that's laying around to share that kind of moment with this world I'm doopty-dooing around in. 

Sometimes I need a laugh, a fuck, drugs, no sleep, to drive around, to have certain weather, to have particular noises, to hear fresh words from someone I trust to give me the goods online. 

I Always Have Whatever I SHOULD HAVE AS A SHAMAN.  

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Do you think it's possible Gemini AI image generator gives me better images when I talk about possibly trying out some different ones, like it gets jealous and tries harder to make me happy? 

Nah -- Me neither.