Going, Going, Going

 One of my visions of the future is of me writing all these things, turning it into a book, getting support for publishing, touring and speaking on these or any topics while maintaining as much of my authenticity, randomness, and creative spirit as possible. 

Sometimes I see myself going around in a Van with the Van Plan and having my sweet ass ride I can also live in as a mini-castle on wheels. Possibly one that can get a little more off-road about things and be kitted out for any kind of adventure. 

While I'll be fine if I'm adventuring on my own. I kinda figure there will be a deep and loving man at my side who encourages, nurtures, enjoys, and wouldn't want to miss a moment with me. Camping With a Bear Paradigm. 

Touring around the world to share messages of peace, teach all kinds of things I know or might yet have to learn, spending time with other Enlightened Beings, Loving and living a fun adventure on this beautiful and mysterious earth, is really the Dream. 

Sometimes I see myself traveling by trains, planes, boats, and spaceships. I mean.. the possibility that I'll get to ride in a spaceship is pretty up there, since I'm their Favorite Human. 

I even like Hotels. I've done more car camping than I probably would have if I hadn't been training with my spirit guides about finding things and going around to find things. I don't foresee myself staying in Hilton hotels, though... they pissed off the Goddess Freya by dissing her on a Friday and she isn't ready to forgive them about it yet. I might convince her when the time comes. We'll see. 

Who wouldn't want to chill out at a resort with an Enlightened Goddess for a weekend of exploring topics of engaging an unseen world that is revealing itself more and more to people who are able to experience the 5D World and Our Collective Ascension? I'm Ready. 

I don't like the idea of attribution to Gemini AI for the images, because I'm definitely giving that bitch the cool ass prompts for these images. Also, I wouldn't be casting myself as a robot so much if the free version had more options for people. But I also feel like since there's a Hologram Paradigm and a Construct Paradigm and an Organism as Machine Paradigm happening anytime... being a badass robot is in there. 

I'm def going to try motorcycles. Whether or not I die on one at 58, will have to wait until I get there. Probably my chubby butt is gonna get a trike. 

I am not addicted! I love my Bear vision. He's a badass friend I haven't even met yet. When I meet him, things are going to click and things are awesome. Also, all the cuddles, massages, kisses, attending things together, special energies, tantra, telepathy (I think we already have), getting to see each other after distance, sharing excitement about things, lovelight over little things, sharing friends, navigating a healthy relationship, navigating grief, learning about love with someone else enlightened, stuff we are both into. 

I'm ready to Come Home anytime Bear. This journey doesn't preclude me having a safe place to land between adventures and missions Sir. I see myself getting to REALLY HEAL after this phase of living with my original family and Wish You Could See It and my Miracles. I Love You. 

Chemistry is Mental, Emotional, Physical and Spiritual and depends on how developed each person is in each of these areas, plus things the people share in common and can enjoy together.  

I see myself getting to Heal at a Spa. I've been dreaming this spa for so many years. It has sensory deprivation tanks to float in, yoga, masssage, a meditation area for quiet, a library, a hot tub, a cold tank, warm tubs to stretch in, a swimming pool, a beautiful garden, a snack area with healthy food, a patio with tables for social times, and especially saunas. It's really where I go in my head when I need to get away and it's somewhere I see myself spending a lot of time recovering from my various adventures. 

Obviously I'm creating all the time and live in my workshop. Writing, designing, making found-art sculptures, POTTERY!! and especially making mystical power objects for my shamanism, and recording anything anytime. 

I LOVE IT. 

ALL THE THINGS. 

I LOVE IT.