Paradigm: A Wishlist for Partnerships I made 3 years ago

What I really want:
--Someone who will take me as seriously as they take other things they choose to show-up for.
--Someone I can bring my fuckups
--Someone who wants to take their time with my body
--Someone who will read the scratch of my (our) ideas and make sense of things we did while we were tripping
--Someone to be totally in-soulmates with over the topics of Shamanism, mysticism, and practicing many
--Someone who loves the sound of my voice like their favorite instrument
--Someone who wants to walk for many days in nature with me or across whole countries
--Someone who can help me articulate my project ideas into full grown businesses
--Someone whose presence feels like home no matter where we roam
--Someone who wants me and seeks my attention and to be present with me most of the time
--Someone who admires me and enables me emotionally (present) as an extrovert and entertainer
--Someone who wants to make book babies, and movies, and talk shit about it
--Someone who will be able to hear me talk any kind of shit and probably challenge me to be more raunchy
--Someone whose love puts the dance back in my step, and the twinkle in my eye, and the laugh in belly (even if it is already good and happy times)
--Someone who plays with me playfully and enthusiastically
--Someone who can understand that I take side missions seriously but not more seriously than my calling to my community, these messages and visions, and the way they are part of these
--Someone who is comfortable sharing the stage with me and invites me around their talent and friends for mutual support
--Someone who can handle polyamorous (RA) lifestyle and that I collect sweethearts as part of my path and that love and affection are integral to my choices (hopefully they will explore with me a lot, and have a whole polycule of loves)
--Someone whose importance and presence makes it easy for my other lovers to respect their place in my life and empowers them to hang with me in more settings than I usually have a partner for so far
--Someone who wants me to be loved and adored and supports my message in their own art and writing
--Someone who will also trust my visions are meaning enough to make our path fulfilling and worthy
--Someone who can travel all over India and the world and won't have any conflicts about me dating and having romantic associates
--Someone who loves to spend time speaking foreign languages, loves movies with subtitles, and is excited about learning friendly phrases from around the world
--Someone to run lines with and rehearse
--Someone who can receive me as a cheerleader and lover and have my encouragement and presence, even if I'm trying to take care of them and nurture them in deeply personal ways
--Someone who wants to discuss the natural and supernatural worlds with me and who likes to ask questions and know and share stories, expressions, and information across a variety of formats
--Someone who likes my weird diet food and sharing food anytime, but also likes to try all the foods from around the world
--Someone who will read all the love letters my heart already wants to send
--Someone whose management style is taking turns about helping each other with things the other one wants to work on and keeping priorities in balance
--Someone easy to share the spotlight with and who shines one on me like I want to shine one for them
--Someone who loves to drive and ride and camp in a vehicle and is resourceful and prepared for most situations and to see other countries
--Someone who will call me on my bullshit and point out risks I'm in but accepts when I am having some feelings to follow or hunches that could be dangerous
--Someone who wants to play dress up and gets excited about Steampunk and other cosplay and hanging out at cons
--Someone who is good at running out of things to talk about but still offers warmth and presence around relaxing and routines
--Someone who isn't intimidated by me and challenges me and can feel secure as their partner within my aura & challenge anyone's presence if it is a strain to our dreams
--Someone who wants to be physical with me and takes routines about my diabetes as seriously or more than me, hopefully while deepening practices like Krav Maga, yoga, Tai chi, and overnight hikes
--Someone who likes ghost hunting, urban spelunking, photography, voyeurism/exhibition and sex in weird or spiritual holy places
--Someone courageous
--Someone frugal
--Someone generous
--Someone honest
--Someone careful
--Someone wise
--Someone curious
--Someone creative
--Someone prolific
--Someone patient
--Someone persistent
--Someone passionate
--Someone committed
--Someone who can "tell me the thing" when I'm anxious or otherwise makes me feel calmer because they are there and I am the same for them
--Someone who asks me to be their love and knows just like I do that we are pilgrims together for a stranger road than we knew before we joined each other
--Someone who is good at taking space and helping me plan for space
--Someone who will keep me busy enough with sharing affection and creative things that I don't miss living the hottie lifestyle except as media/work
--Someone who loves variety and trying new things
--Someone who thinks running around all day with me is the best
--Someone who wants to retire on a tree plantation