One is that I'm the Queen of The Aliens and Open Contact is here. Consciousness like this is no joke, and I wasn't playing around when I told them I was worthy of making good judgements about this world and would be a better person to trust with power than people who really wanted some. I don't want power. I really have been having all this trouble getting into any industry at all around the things I'm Most Passionate, because claiming worldly power really isn't what I'm here to do.
Paradigm: My light will do everything I need it to do.
"What's it going to take to make you be the Ultimate Peacemaker, Terri?" they asked.
"When I get the Buddha Christ Aura and none of the Generals have to ask who holds rank," I said. "When I have to wear sunglasses to hang out with myself."
I might be scared of my own power still. I think my way of seeing things is going to go Hexa and I'm gonna see in a grid of energy more and more. It's been happening for years bit by bit, the calibration of my sight and how I see energy and the way people carry it.
When I first realized I could see death in someone's aura, I was just 25 and working at a Movie Gallery in Magnolia, Ark. I was fairly close with death in those days, obsessed with death, and learning about it in that way. I can see auras when I try, but I don't usually try. It looks so cool that I usually feel like I've used my imagination, but I know that I'm not. Usually, I do a centering and energy-clearing thing ahead, kinda like when I go ghosthunting and want to be open to any kind of thing visually or in sensing/knowing.
Ever had a team of spirit aliens tell ya point blank that "You're the Light at the Top of the Lighthouse Terri" -- well hopefully if you did your name was also Terri and you believed them even if it sounded outlandish.
Spiritual Power isn't like Worldly Power. Consciousness and loving one another enough to accept any kind of thing is a whole job. Confronting Worldly Power and its Love of Money, especially in times I've been going through austerity and lack is intense (mostly so I can focus on writing and healing and grief elements of my journey).
Dear Mel Robbins, I love your Doppelganger for coming to see me and try to enforce that attaining in the world of Being Seen and Heard is Hard Work. But my other guides keep telling me Not to Force and that you still haven't learned that one. I'm gonna have to go with my feelings and Make My Own Path. Not that I disrespect the process of success and the work that goes into having such things in a worldly world, I think my life story is full of times I worked hard and got somewhere about it. But now I'm in the Paradigm Paradise and I don't think I come from that world anymore or have to play by its rules. I'll be seeing you, but it won't be because I did anything like push. Peace & Love, Terri Contrary
Maybe when I say I don't want Power, what I'm saying is I trust that My Collective is supporting me to gain power in the right ways, for the right purpose, for The Highest Good. So what I really don't want is to force any kind of power to find me or for me to rise to power because of force. I'm my Best Self when I'm in the flow.
I know I'm missing the point because my Windows laptop has decided to stop showing me a mouse pointer and making using this thing a pain in my ass. Good thing, however, is that I have a touch screen and can still get around to whatever by that. But it's annoying. No, I haven't tried an external mouse yet, but yes I did try all the troubleshooting methods mostly that I found online, updated drivers, restart, all the Fkeys, etc. Also... sometimes it comes back when I ring my finger around on the touchpad, isn't accurately swiping, and then disappears again as soon as I use the touch screen to navigate.
Somehow, this is exactly like the way truths and wisdom and important elements of my mind and story come and go. Sometimes I get the point, and sometimes I just point. Sometimes there's a way to get where I'm going if I have the patience to go the long way around, and sometimes I just point. Sometimes there's a whole bunch of commands I can learn to program with, and sometimes I just point. Sometimes there's an arrow, and sometimes there's just a finger.
Just pointing has its drawbacks, too. Probably I'm going to continue being annoyed about it until I can figure it out or replace the mouse somehow. Funny enough, someone tried to give me a mouse not long back and I didn't take it because it seemed the kind that came with a dongle and there wasn't a dongle along. They also tried to give me a keyboard. I received it and then gave it back.
Paradigms be Paradigming
Probably my Ex, The Computer Wizard, is mad at me so I'm manifesting computer problems.
Someone close to me is also having computer problems....
Sorry Love, Our Energy Rings and we're all caught up in it together.
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