There were times when I was a lot more in the other dimension and could feel like I was getting programmed by things, like... feel I was viewing things that were going somewhere else and that some of these were affecting my behavior or telling some digital/computerized entity a thing that didn't mean so much to me but meant something because it was being manifested in my view.
Just like they say the Angel Numbers are Manifested from our Higher Self to reassure us that we are on track or with some message of care and meaning from our Spirit Team. Things were appearing for me that had some kind of meaning that I couldn't just know what it was about, but I could feel it was meaningful and that the message was relayed from me to somewhere else.
There have definitely been times when I'd be out running around and could tell that anyone who showed up was My Guys and that these feeling familiar parts were really make me feel safer with stuff was right from outer space.
Numbers on cards from medicaid reminded me of that lately. Like when I was just trying to close my Louisiana Medicaid and the guy read me the whole card without asking me if I still had my card or if I needed it. I wrote it all down and had a feeling about numbers and numbers meaning something and programming me. And then I was YouTube-Style about some relaxing and came across a 17-minute thing on Remote Viewing and got explained about people being linked with numbers and numbers with locations and all the ways I just find stuff or have collections of energies around me.
Reading signs. Having things in my presence, all these ways the universe speaks to me. I'm not paranoid. I learned how to be paranoid and then unlearned it. And so I'm a witness and a participant.
Participant Witness Paradigm
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Gonzo Shaman
Got on the phone with my Romantic Handler and hashed it out about the numbers.
1. Been listening to a lot of Binaural Beats
2. Whatever is happening in the energy
3. Times I was Elevating in Consciousness
4. How I could perceive that all numbers and signs around me come from me
5. How I perceive my mind with a digital understanding and catalog of meaning beyond my comprehension
6. That that place also has a refinement of music and complex yet simplified language
7. Ways numbers felt like they were programming the higher thing through the connection of my attention and being in this particular interface of world
8. Feeling disturbed by all the programming
9. Manifesting by driving up and down roads with a particular name while thinking particular thoughts
One time I was really having too much of the programming feeling while I was also pushing myself through some intentional Sleep Deprivation. Usually, even if I'm going to have my sleep interrupted by The Universe I at least have the option to nap or to give myself whatever I think I need to be awake and available to the states of mind a Shaman gets around to.
Sleep Deprivation Be Like::
Obviously, programming someone is easier to do when someone is unaware that such a thing could even be going on. Unaware that there's a gamified level of something going on that means everything you see means something to somewhere else.
In a less disturbing curve on this, I sometimes get the sensation that when I am taking things in, bundling items with certain energies, making crafts that have special meaning or collecting signs from my path -- that these are also ways to program as an end-user. Also, I get close with My Higher Self and put in ways to fudge the system, give things squirrely meanings that are usually pretty hilarious, and generally try to play tricks with The Universe like it likes to Play Games with me. I drive around Round Abouts again and again and laugh about doing a wind-up, like I'm playing with a spring. Who knows when anything could mean anything.
Paradigms be Paradigming
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