My Spiritual Womb After Hysterectomy

Firstly, never ask Gemini to generate an image of a Womb Full of Ideas. 

Secondly, don't expect anything from The Universe, except that it won't always make sense. 

Thirdly, I had an emissary from the Astral Plane coming here to complain about all my wayward children there, fathered by all kinds of creatures or demons. I'm their mom. I don't care if they're bad, and I love them anyway. 

Fourthly, I had a hysterectomy on June 28, 2022, which would have cost about $35,000 and was a day surgery. My bits were all healthy, or so the surgeon reported. Recovering has been all the wild. I said at the time that I could have gotten 7,000 Community College abortions for the same prices as my surgery, but foregoing periods while I've been on my Mystical Journey has been priceless. 

Fifthly, I'm not sure what it means to have a part as vital to me already passed on ahead of me into the other realms. I'm sure that something about me has been different since then, but I already had one foot in each of the worlds since at least 1992 after my bicycle wreck when I'm pretty sure there was a tremendous timeline split in my life. At least from that time forward it was easier for me to acknowledge a feeling like I was living in two worlds at the same time. 

Sixthly, I stalk energy, and I really stalked that hospital before and after the surgery. I really felt like I needed to go there and that something important energetically would and did happen there. I've replayed the event of the surgery and some of my "known to me" doppleganger, energy-ringing crew of familiars were there. And it makes me feel better to think so. 

Seventhly, foregoing having kids in this lifetime means I didn't pass on my generational trauma to any more kids off my own line. So, there's that. Sadly, I remember the day of my Tubal Ligation as one when I was thankful that I didn't have to introduce any kids to my mom. I was really happy to realize that particular thing would never ever happen. Sorry if she thinks she's the best grandma in the world, but I am glad I didn't have to. 

Eighthly, I can still feel my womb sometimes. 

Ninthly, I get pregnant with ideas and have been saying this for a long time. I can really tell a difference if I've been making love and have that kind of energy as to what kind of output I'll have on my writing and creating. So, if you're a potent Idea Dad and wanna find out what happens if your and mine get together, then I'm not scared to try any hot and spicy recipes. 

Tenthly, I didn't know I was going to work on this and feel like I'm leaving out all the best parts.