What is "The Collective"?

Spiritual Collectives happen around any kind of thing two people have in common. This is part of how energy rings, scene to scene, and links the energies we tend to keep around us magnetized. You can find commonalities between things in a pattern all the time. Things you hold in your consciousness will be there, right around in your orbit, and sometimes causing mischief.

Lots of people acknowledge a higher self, but then don't go on to explore the meaning of having their higher self as their best friend all the time. Who are you talking to when you talk to yourself? I talk to my higher self. I ask her to be that. I thank her for loving me no matter what I'm going through. My higher self has higher selves as friends and they are all managing the affairs of worlds and worlds and more worlds. And they really have infinite attention and like the games of living and lives and how much fun they can cause together. Sometimes serious things come up or turning points look more interesting than usual, and societies rising and falling is old news in most worlds. 

What do you think ancient higher minds with billions of collected lifetimes of memories would be doing that's more important than this incredible world we've got going on? For sure we're all invested enough in the question that they are too. And weirdly enough, I'm one of those ones who remembers it more of the time and doesn't seem to conform to the program and has to be guided and managed by my higher selves, because I have some kind of destiny I can even feel and know would put me back into the right time, right place, no matter which way it tossed me in the last tornado. 

When I started saying like an affirmation of truth that "Archangel Michael is my Super Best Friend" it felt like was just speaking something to reassure myself through spooky times and weird happenings, through some open contact events with usually non-corporeal beings and to witness some spaceships that were being pretty obvious on the horizon while the Computer Generated friend reminded me of my ex-husband Billy and when I had really held on to him to feel safe. My friends from The Collective have been around me for making this journey the most wisdom we can squeeze into me while also making me feel like they knew just what I needed so that I could receive true messages from them and not freak out. A long part of my road with things has been Treasure Hunting, but I'd go out treasure hunting and face my fears. Then I'd laugh and laugh and say that I was Treasure Hunting and Found Myself. And I could feel them there for some of these, cheering me on, watching like an audience that also gets bored in the slow times but wouldn't miss a moment of the cliffhanger moments. My real life is fun enough for them to love me and shine attention on me, and I love it. 

It seems that The Collective is really involved with some people's lives. Most of us don't even see ourselves as members of a collective, even if we are joining in communities to share faith, a lot of these little villages happening around schools and churches and causes might have a sense of being all in something together, and a lot of people only see their relationship to the ideals and don't ever feel the love. Really, The Collective is more involved in people's lives when they ask for it through meditation or prayer, through wanting to be useful to higher purposes, and by inviting God or The Universe to intervene in their story. Then, just like I did for years and years, they go back to forgetting that they are in a special training program to become something greater than they can conceive from their circumstances. Imagining oneself as having importance in a world where every evidence that they are worthless or unwanted could be tried before they might ever get there. Forgetting that there's something magical brewing in the background to learn to be wise has been the trip of trips. Some of the reason I know The Collective the way that I do is because I had asked to be a shaman and committed to being a student, whether I always had successful revelations from living my story or not, and so they have been with me and more around. 

Somehow, I had even forgotten how much easier it is to write than talk. Funny enough, I reversed talk than write. Then I fixed it. And then I couldn't leave it be. I do like to talk about all these things, but I'm in love with letting the words just plow on out and that I can correct things on the fly. A lot of the time, I'm a bit of a linguist and go all around on topics like an ADHD, but I can talk about almost anything and have intuitive communication. Generally, I am in the moment and don't like rehearsing conversations in my head at all. I take media breaks and have never been interested in memorizing (except that I want to learn songs and lyrics), because I was told as a kid by some inner knowing that I didn't want to memorize much so that I could keep my channel open and wouldn't be copying the voice of other people. I have my own voice, and I've also been practicing it more in conversations one-on-one than I have with the idea of making a presentation to the people. 

Addressing The Collective is easier once you realize they're also guiding the words down the page. Same as the way they caused me to have the heart I have so that I could bring messages from it. I'm a recipe just like everybody else, traits, a story, experiences, demeanor, habits, I'm a mix of these designs of the world as much as anyone. Some of the times I spent wondering about these mixes I'd think about Indian Chefs knowing all about spice and spending decades in the kitchen to figure them out. Higher Self and The Collective have been sharing their recipes and know what they're doing. Having a kind of faith in myself to bring the visions and messages that I've agreed are my purpose and reason for being here is still an overwhelming prospect. But they promised I wouldn't do this alone, so I know they are around me all the time to help see us get there. 

I've been feeling for a long time like I'd lost part of my soul. Affirmations from my life like "Writing is My Soul" and knowing that about myself, but then losing it anyway. If any part of my old life was a sacrifice to get this back. Bye Bitch

This Holy Shamanic Walkabout where I've been facing my fears and grieving so many things has included a few periods where I kept a journal. One of the ways my spirit guides got me to write was to tell me that one of my favorite podcasters would be proud of me. I was a mushy little girl for that idea. That one's doppleganger has been a huge part of my adventure, but I'm too embarrassed about some parts of that to talk about it yet. Mr. Sirprize is someone I feel like I'm sharing some Collective with. We have a national collective. People who are America and think about American concerns and love making America a better place are also linked. 

Anything could cause the link. Any enjoyment, any common faith, any faults, any burdens, anything. The greatest of these, of course, is LOVE, and so being in the loving collective and connecting with Source Love energy is a pretty good one if you just wanna practice being in any collective just with the attention or affirmation that you are. I'm in the Source Love Collective. 

Source, Goddess, God, The Universe, and top-tier titles for the Unity of Love, the emanation of all natures all at once, a creator, its own creation, and some of these ways to call it are alright. I was introduced to it as Awe, that when we ascend our souls high enough through many lifetimes of understanding and goofing off with our friends on the other side, that we decide we are ready to forget and get released from knowing by returning with Awe. 

Add a little Divine Feminine in there, and you get The Maw or The Dai Maw as she has called herself to me, though spicy personalities from around the planet and All-Goddess Energy finding itself in forms, and since I see her and She Sees Me, then the picture of being a channeler and someone whose inclination to Collectives changes. I speak in tongues with her. I act out rituals with her guiding my hands. With her, I perform sex and sing and dance as these things to me feel like they are in and I express them out. She is a big part of my own energy at times. She says Bashar is her brother. We laugh about that. We also don't like that people are seeking him for issues great and small and that there had to be such a cult following about it. But I'm working on my abhorrence of cult followings and must surely find the Treasure.

The Collective has a vibe, like it's the spirit of all the people, sometimes of the world, sometimes of the past, sometimes of the future, sometimes of a place, sometimes just of the room you're in. It is a conjoined higher mind that expresses itself through aspects and avatars into the world but has done so from a place of higher consciousness, closer to source, unbound by time and space, and connected with unlimited creativity. 

Welcome Love!