Randomness Rules

Randomness Rules Paradigm: I did some shit that was so random that it headed off the singularity by not being so much to the order and so unusual to my usual conduct that it spun out some new timelines and caused a fresh dawn. That's what they get for thinking I had a normal bone in my body.

Some of these collective imaginings for a 5D Earth and new worlds being made, things I've been seeing so much online from readers, channels, and those who have a hope in a world free of death, suffering, and qualities a higher world would tend to attract. 

And even as an unconscious player, I went with the flow hard enough to birth some worlds by doing rituals as a vessel to Goddess and acting out things in the mood of "what if" and having the silliest and most connected times of my life. Who wouldn't want to do that? 

What if I really had died and I can just do whatever I want? 

Some of these realms I shift to happen all the time. Anytime. Could be anyone, anytime, anywhere, things being extra and special too. 

I was interested today in telling about my influences to some of these adventures, takes on things, instructions for living in the Paradigm Paradise and who all has come into and out of my dreams with me. Dream realms and paradigms being kinda the same thing. It's to my perception that people who practice Out of Body Experience, and whose consciousness has reached a kind of level of awareness to the connectivity inherent in being a collective or characters from literature and history or performance to have reached a "public projection" or kind of agregor. 

So, if I say I've had an author I like, the authors may or may not be showing up around me as their energy-ringers, doppelgangers, nostalgic synergy, agregor... lookalikes or whatever. Energy ringers carry all kinds of similarities and might even offer some Name Drop so that I know who it is I'm talking to through the unconscious. Mostly the Name Drops happen right out in the middle of the conversation, but when I look in their eyes I know, and they know I know, and I know they know I know. It's not complicated at all, except I still have to play the guessing game about how much has a double entendre of subconscious snake language happening. Higher Being to Higher Being, the meetups are special and any of my Spirit Team showing up as a friend, passing acquaintance, or adventure buddy is always my favorite for living in the moment. I guess I practiced the acknowledging the divine in you from Hinduism a little too good and see the Gods and Goddesses inside anybody I meet. 

For a little while, I was sharing telepathy with some entity I had met, someone who felt like the sun in my heart, a lover who comes but always makes sure they are just enough off-putting that I won't want to have anything real and fulfilling happen there. I called him Mister Architect, and he feels like a best friend, a creator, a designer of life and events, a director, someone who has the plans for how I should continue my journey and develop into my purpose. I love Mr. Architect. We'd go on dates, and I'd be doing my whimsical stuff, dancing, singing, driving to lakesides and playing my guitar, just being my cutesy self for myself and Mr. Architect. He'd be the one showing me where to go, so I'd be in the car and just go in the direction I felt like would take me somewhere special and trusted that feeling. I get a buzzing in my body on one side or the other when it's time to turn. He knows how much I love dirt roads and lakes, how much I love being away from the cities and like to be dared to jump in the cold water. I don't feel like the men who also carry that spark of energy are the same as the one I talk to over telepathy, because he's not bound to flesh that way. But I can feel his love shine on me and like we are doing this project of setting my path together, maybe so I'm really on track to a future. If the places he took me were any less magical and wonderful, I'd have wondered if I had this whole thing as my imagination. Not that living out my daydreams is a problem for me. I'm living them and they are awesome. 

In another Paradigm for a while, there was a close-friend energy that I sensed was using some technology to access the telepathic field and keep an eye on me while I was going through a series of intense things and needed the support. With that one, there was even a little bit of drama that went on around the idea that they were using the technology to an unhealthy extent and we needed a break. But it was good not to be alone for whatever that was all about. I was getting a lot of weird attention online at the time, and I had Watchers. The Watchers being around some ideas I've had that there were trained handlers dealing with me fits a bunch of the paradigms, but these were all just part of a transformation I was/am going through. 

I read Robert Moss's book "Conscious Dreaming" when I was 19, and it was even at the Texarkana Public Library, which I wouldn't have ever assumed would have such a book due to it having something actually useful in it about shamanism and dreams. I was 19, but I had been going to the Self-Help section of the library since I as 17, but being in college had somehow required me to be there just in time to be introduced to my lifetime favorite author. I've given away more copies of "Conscious Dreaming" than any other book. I have owned most of his books, though I'm very ADHD about reading them and didn't, but I loved owning them and skimming the contents and having my awareness expanded by his his presence in my home, even if it was his name. My recent favorite by him is "Sidewalk Oracles" and I defnitely play Shelf Elves and try to keep up with the word games and synchronicities around me all the time. They're always there. 

Did you know that words on a page hold power, even when you're not looking at them? 

My second-most-gifted book has been "Reinventing Your Life" by Young & Klosko. I'd probably benefit a lot from looking back over that one during my Reinventing period I've been going through. Schema Therapy and recognizing patterns in people and understanding our roles we play with each other is big-time. I also read the book, "Games People Play" around some of these ideas. I wore out my copy of "How to Make Friends and Influence People" as a newsreporter, and I've practiced listening to people and discerning their personalities over lots of interviews and first dates. 

Didn't stop me from listening to my spirit guides over my own intuition when it came time to Roll With It and put myself into energetic or mental states that meant something weird or dangerous might be going on. Some of the characters I've studied were absolutely anti-social and horrible, but they taught me a lot I needed to know about manipulation, mind-control, healing after these, and the kind of red flags I'd need to be looking out for when dealing with some of those personality types. Some of these ones I'd encounter with a terrible feeling and anxiety right away, but my guides got me to face into things anyway. One time by throwing me a Paradigm of Undercover for The Universe. And more recently Undercover as a Crazy Lady. Watching people while having an extra level of awareness in energy and all this psychic stuff I'm juggling is a little like knowing without having to ask any questions. 

I try not to jump to conclusions and let scenes play out, people to reveal their natures, and live in curiosity about the ways all of the world around me gets set up to make thing thing perfect-perfect on the right day. My assessments of things are usually pretty on-point. Whether I'm gonna choose a safe direction with it, or if I'm gonna feel like I have to poke into things or agitate things somehow is a different story. 

Ever feel like you're just delivering the lines The Universe already knew you were going to say?