2019 Terri -- Meeting Myself Again on Postcrossing

My past profiles on dating apps and other sites is a good way of finding myself again and again. Tonight I was guided to look back on Postcrossing.com and a profile for TerriContrary99 as it was a new invention for that time. 

I didn't stick with it for very long, but I was hungry to have pen pals. I didn't want an audience so much, publishing and engaging myself to The All Seeing Eye is kinda a situation. This All-Seeing-Eye energy is fairly corrupted by greed these days, and at the same time I can feel it is hungry for me and even see it in visions, looking at me with its greed, trying to seduce me with flimsy attestations of my beauty. It makes me wanna throw up. I get such a terrible vibe from it that I disagree that it's got my best interests. Yet, here I am writing all this and goading it in a sense. Fuck off with all that Dude.. you know it's not working. 

Ugh. I'm even having a terrible feeling of something with its hand on my throat from all this. Eww. Guh. Ugh and ruhh. 

But I needed to write and create. So I made postcards. 

I really recommend Postcrossing.com to anyone whose favorite is Paper, if they like making the cards themselves or finding special ones for the people they get matched with. It's not terribly expensive unless you're sending more of them Internationally. You get one back for every one you send, and if you're both so inclined, you can keep in touch. I didn't keep in touch with anyone and got mine sent to a post office box at the UPS store in downtown Raleigh where I'd get my mail, read it over a salad at the Manhattan Cafe (hmm.. and later I even got to chill in Manhattan in a world with no coincidences), and really have a self-date anytime. Sometimes I'd go sweaty from krav maga training, high on endorphins to enjoy. 

Who was I in 2019? 

Me: I enjoy Steampunk, sewing, trees, singing, dancing, writing long letters, photography, nature, eating a veggie diet, krav maga, exercise routines, canoeing, cosplay, dreams, movies, and romance. I love history and geography, vintage art, and interesting places or artworks as well.

I'm an animal lover of all kinds and have spiritual connection with Owl and Pineapple. (It's my spirit-fruit)

I'm a Student of Shamanism and like to find my vibe in the world around me. I am Pagan and like morose, macabre, and gothic things.
I love creativity and to enjoy the ideas of others' so handmade by someone passionate about creating is far preferred.

I'm a housewife, sometimes freelancer, poet, journalist, and a fierce friend. I live in Raleigh, North Carolina, and I look forward to discovering the world more through the writing and creativity of my new friends here on PostCrossing.

I grew up in Texas, and I will probably always feel I must say this to distinguish myself to other Texans who love that state.

If you are receiving this in English but have other languages, then please share some of this/these languages with me. I'm only fluent in English and a student of French, Spanish, and Hindi.

My favorite is to
SEND PEACE TO THE WORLD!!!